Sunday, 30 May 2010

Gore or be gored.

It just so happens that I’m currently in a state of epiphany…

Right in the middle of it…

You have caught me with my emotional and psychological pants down - so to speak.

So here you have it : my naked brain displayed on a dirty counter ready for you to poke and prod with your curiosity and disdain.

I say disdain because nowhere in that writhing pulsating mass of grey nerves is there a single good thought.

Everything is laced with malice, sex and revenge and even the things that appear good have a chewy center of selfishness.

It is not self deprecation anymore; I am no longer saddened by who I am.

I am finally ready for the world.