It just so happens that I’m currently in a state of epiphany…
Right in the middle of it…
You have caught me with my emotional and psychological pants down - so to speak.
So here you have it : my naked brain displayed on a dirty counter ready for you to poke and prod with your curiosity and disdain.
I say disdain because nowhere in that writhing pulsating mass of grey nerves is there a single good thought.
Everything is laced with malice, sex and revenge and even the things that appear good have a chewy center of selfishness.
It is not self deprecation anymore; I am no longer saddened by who I am.
I am finally ready for the world.